When a Tejana Leaves South Texas
By
Maria Ornela-June
At bedtime, the coyote howled at the moon,
plaintive-sounding
The primos tell scary stories about him
but can something bad happen every night because of coyote?
Actually, he sounds sad
Maybe it’s the Música Romántica de México playing on the radio that lulled me to sleep
The neighbor’s gallo crowed at 4am,
¡Quiquiriquí!,
todo está bien
I flip the pillow to the cool side and snuggle back to sleep,
knowing I have another two hours in bed
The smell of coffee and huevitos, the sound of the news on TV
The grackle in the esperanza tree whistles impatiently
Levante, ponte a trabajar
He’s not mean, just insistent
Serenading us as we play a quick game of dodge ball
waiting for the bus to take us to school
Celebrating a new day and the coolness of a South Texas morning
Once I got to Austin
I crossed an invisible line
just north of San Antonio
Those colorful wrought iron bars on windows and doors
that looked like the ones on my street
signaled a bad neighborhood
No pink, blue, or orange paint
a discreet aesthetic governed by deed restrictions and HOAs
I walked across campus, bumping into Greek letters that didn’t know I was there
Even the animals knew this
I no longer heard the coyote howl
or the gallo crow.
And the grackle, shitting on us from the oak tree, screeched
Get your ass to work